The cheat

I hate knowing…what i know

the way you say my name now

That you hide my eyes very far

that you hide the scar

that you have to lie

that u give me up

run way up a hill high or low

grab her and roll up her sheet

dig deep to find and hide yourself

and cheat

 I hate knowing…but I know…

I smell you…I see…

no need to unfold my eyes…

well, the dark shades of your smiles

the promised and emotional desires…

are also making me see…

the cheat I silence my soul torn in despair…

for i can’t vision nor declare…

the cruel scene i see…

where u cover her with my skin your skin…

my love…my man

I silence my heart…hey heart,

don’t weep…don’t bleed don’t speak…

you’ll forever be aching

no confession…no faking

I hate knowing, so, I silence my heart

as doubt is burning it

and no words can heal it…but the – will never be told – truth

silence will hide…some pain i guess

won’t hide how i see you move…your eyes are shut

how my feelings prove… the cheat

 But…as I hate knowing

 as i hide my tears and smile

not to take more…not because i can bare hearing your breath on her neck but because i broke the lock of the door

I broke my neck…i can only see one spot

the cheat…the floor!