Disappointed
November 12, 2008
I know I shouldn’t love you
But you make me feel like…
I want to change my skin
Be born again
I know I shouldn’t love you
And the tears I cry are like…
I’m locked inside my pain
Inflected again and again
The ways you’ve disappointed me
The ways I surrendered
The days you’ve been so cold with me
The nights I’ve pretended
I know…I shouldn’t love you
Whenever you went away and far
Even when you slept in my arms
Whenever I felt it surreal
You’d begin to scare and I’d fear
The pain inflecting again and again
The ways you’ve disappointed me
The ways I surrendered
The days you’ve been so cold with me
The nights I’ve pretended
Prove me wrong…tell a lie
I’m not strong…don’t say goodbye
The pain’s inflecting again
The ways you’ve disappointed me
You’ve always disappointed me…