As Chocking and agonizing as can be..
To Feel to the max and give All of you and wake up to the fact that it was all a big laugh..
A very big laugh..
It’s like Seeing with your own eyes all the dreams,feelings,thoughts and heart shattered like glass..
The million pieces is thrown at your face..causing a million tiny scar..may heal..may disappear..but the sharp painآ and the sharp memory will never fade..will never leave your mind..and when ever you may passآ anywhere and see glass..you’ll jump a mile back..your heart will bounce with fear..of being hurt..or being added to somebody Else’s list..
They have the big laugh..
Andآ you’ll get the big scream..always at the tip of your tongue..always ready to be released..
No matter how true you are..
It won’t matter..it won’t count..it won’t be felt..
And don’t say why should we be felt..please don’t..
Those feelings we produce..we thrive..we maintain..or maintain us..are likeآ signals that our power is on..we’re alive..we’re breathing..we’re breathing and living..and if those aren’t received they get weak and fade..
Yes..we should survive what ever..but hey..are we supposed to be alive..or living??
Just don’t be cruel..
Please Don’t Be Cruel..آ