It’s still early..but my first jobless night began..
Smoke is filling my air..a vacant view of tomorrow is filling my eyes..a hollow cold core is filling my heart..
I’m tuning to some silly music while I’m writing this..
I don’t know how to describe the feeling..is it anger..is it fear..is it remorse..?!!
I used to go to sleep every night knowing i have something to wake up to…now I’ll wake up-if i do-to thoughts of what I’m gonna do next..
Should i search for a job or go after an old dream or just get busy with a hobby?!!
Mixed emotions..lots of mixed emotions haunt me as there’s a lot of existence of different aspects melt into this phase and the past one..
Two mobile phones are dead calm beside me..and a big question mark is pulsing in my mind..
Phases are folded likeآ old letters in my head..like life and death..things die for another to live..
Fearless is my heart..yet..i tremble..
What will be will be….right?