Three jobless days did it for me..i couldn’t take it anymore..and i gave in!
Couldn’t say no to the great efforts they’ve done to retain me..with a modified job description which was cut to fit thier requirements..all and all it’s not bad..but with less control i work well and i do it all but lifeless!
The enthusiasim failed to stay alert…the great feeling i used to have melted..
I feel that i have to work…not that i love to work…
I returned cause i couldn’t fail their love and trust…and i returned cause i couldn’t stand staying at home not doing anything…
So..I gave in!
To me..and to them..
Maybe some day I’ll do what i want professionally…who knows!!
I’ll go with the flow…for now…
The weired thing..is that i still have a trace of the jobless feeling.