For the last time…

I don’t know why I’m writing this to you now. all i know is that i feel like I’m dying slowly from the inside.

I can’t stand the pain…I’m tired and heart broken.

It’s been months now yet I can’t see but YOU.

For the last time,

I’ve never loved nor I will ever Love but you.


*An unbearable, unread and unnecessary message folded by lots of tears and despair*





17 thoughts on “For the last time…

  1. You have to find a way to get over it, I mean you really do.

    I know it’s hard and all, but believe me life moves on, and you have to move on as well.

    Hope you feel better soon.


  2. Hugs, I really felt that and I have to really thank you but, it’s not fair to response to a very emotional, personal post with out any kind of identity, url or valid mail account.


  3. I know it’s hard. Well the best way to move on is to busy yourself with something. Work on something long forgotten, start a new project, hell even learn to play on a musical instrument. 😀

    Remember, one day, all of this will be just a memory.


  4. I FEEL YOU , its the case for all i guess .. its the phase of not being sure of what you feel ..
    He’ll be ok and you should learn how to be more of a stone … forget being nice for some time ..
    if he can you can ,
    if he can’t he is lying cause they always know how to pass us by .. show me the monster within and be strong no one is worth a heart ache babe much of a good person you are and how much of a great guy he is what break us down is reality ..
    bil monasba ya3ni eh bazlata ??
    Cheers Girl*


  5. My Main problem is that i’m always busy…very occupied…with him infront of my eyes all the time.
    That’s why it’s hard…
    I don’t want to sound hopeless, but reality is… i am suffering.
    May Allah bless me with tender winds of change.
    Thanks Jasim…you’re so nice.


  6. Cherry*
    Where the heck have u been hangin’ out lately :D?
    Bazlata is purly a personal invention that hasn’t hit the egyptian street yet.

    On a side note, I read ur last post before deleting it…would i sound sleezy if i said i feel exactly the same having EXACTLY the same situation?!

    I can’t develope any monsters cause…..well,
    I don’t know but i sure try…keep me in ur prayers dear.


  7. Recall what you mentioned earlier on my blog: it’s a job that paid below minimum wage, so it should be flushed down the toilet, this would include definitely the emotions and feelings as there is no such thing as love, we already agreed it’s a myth dear 🙂
    Cheer up and keep occupied, that’s what I do, even when the person’s picture is still in front of you, other things would make it blurry and drag your focus a bit away, it might take a while to fade, but inshallah it’ll fade eventually, just do do3a2 to Allah, cause in certain situations he’s the only one capable of helping us…
    Love youa dn keep in touch.


  8. NO YOU WON’T SOUND SLEEZY … Lsn we are different and what makes us different is the feminin fragil heart … you can find that monster within just look carfully and avoid him … that will do …i found my own and that what made me write my post though it was pathitic and harsh i felt it might hurt him and i didn’t look encourging .. i feared contacting me 😀 .. thats why i deleted it .. we are women we get angry and loud then with a small gesture we forget and move on 😀 ..
    am sorry i can’t make you feel better with a word or two .. am sure u’ll be ok cause we all manage to get throgh ..Allah knows ur strong enough to pass it so its a matter of time *..
    kolo fi el hawa sawa , kolo bazlata walahi check it out am curious ??!
    Cheers pumpkin ..


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  10. Allah yekremek ya Mais*
    I’m so down i can’t even write a decent reply to your wonderful comment.

    You’ve been missed gedan gedan.
    Yesma3 menek rabena.
    Thanks dear


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