Saturday 17th right before midnight,
I watched a movie called Holly Smoke starring Kate Winslet whose really one of my favorites.
Moral: We all have sick needs that an humiliate us and guess what? It turned to be an Illusion !
Couldn’t stand the severe migraine and shoulder pain and i needed to calm down as i was having multiple anxiety attacks since Friday noon for reasons that i can’t reveal so i had the previously mentioned candle experience.
The movie Influenced me with all the Indian theme and I decided to sleep on the floor…a sheer blanket beneath me and a single pillow had the thing going and after two hours of tossing ad turning i finally fell asleep in the most comfortable sleep I’ve had in a loooooooong time.
Sunday 18th 10:00 am.,
I decided to take it easy on ME for the day…so, although i had lots of assignments for the week and despite the fact that i had the most terrible weekend, I decided to NOT go to the office but to work from somewhere nice and i chose a nearby coffee shop with WIFI and all…I had a nice light breakfast…worked a bit…decided not to jam my head with worries for the day and absolutely not think of anything negative…those will be shifted just like i do with useful thoughts whenever i choose totally against my best interest!
By around 3:30 pm and after a nice walk I went to see a light comedy ( What Happens In Vegas)آ in a near by movie theatre ALONE and to tell you the truth I LOVED IT…not only IT the movie but the fact that i did it for me and with me and only me.
I had a disturbing phone call that I thought of as the PERFECT CLOSURE rather than a disturbance…shoved the whole issue down the drain and went shopping for the kids…met a friend – ENO hanem 🙂 – and went home 3ala angham ANGHAM’S CD.
I know i should be asleep now and i will shortly but i had to mark this day and write this.
I’m taking it easy.
Have a good day…Tomorrow 🙂