Now iآ see two kinds of poepleآ increasing wildly in our society
someone who’s on more fire than possible and people stuck in north pole ice..
And both can mess things up ..big time..
Some people just can’t take the heat..a single word or even aآ wink can torch that flame..and may be they are too weak or needy or naive..or may be they have a cause..an aim ahead infront of their eyes..
Honestly i kinda envy those people with such a clear vision of what they want..which is sometimes so so so bad..but to be that on-target and to grab your goal so firmly is amazing to me..that type doesn’t have to worry himself with other people feelings or calculations..they have deaf ears and eyes!!
They hurt a lot of people along their bully way..but they don’t look back..they know exactly how powerful they are and what are the weaknesses of others so they wait….quietly in the bushes…and suddenly catch what ever they want with teeth sharp as razors…and would never let goآ ……….
BUT..again..that just won’t do for me..sometimes we can’t get out of our skin and be someone else..not even that northpole guy!!
When hell freezes over he would move a lash…unbearable cold hearted snake..living a lie..maintaining a crooked barbwire around him..no one can reach in..no touching!!
Yes ofcourse he would normally be so full of crap..but still..needs a slap!!
but,wait..he could be acting..puting that big mask to hide the katkoot inside..he may be terrified and shaking like a just born bird..
Why would he not reach out and ask for help?? unfortunatly no answer..
Humans tend to complicate things..it maybe right infront of them..on the shelve or in a pocket or even in their hands..
Living to me..is melting in both fire and ice..compounding into some strange unique formula..which has nothing to do with anybody else..but allah and me..and the more i will love him and allow myself to give myself his closeness..the more transparant i’ll be..till the day i vanish..i will want to do that..
stumble and fall?
I’ll stand up again and be..me..