I was visiting one of my favorite blogs..fairy tales..when i read the openions of two different men..two unique openions..and i found my self apreciating each logic..
i couldn’t determin what would i be??where do i come from??
I’m not tottaly this or that..
I felt i was the intersection of two sets..i had both openions in my head..i believed in both of them..yet they are different..
How strange could that be??about me??
And it hit me..that have been my own struggel..to maintain a different kind of life..a life that embrasses all varieties and originality..
To set my own rules..and i did..at least for a while..
What happened?why is it becoming more difficult now that i’m opening towards new experiences..why is it stealing something i cherished..may be that wasn’t supposed to happen.
May be we shouldn’t search for something more once we are happy with what we have..
May be we shouldn’t arrogantly trust our potentials to the max so it wouldn’t let us down..
May be it’s not always the innovation that we need..may be just some peace!!
We dig our own traps..set our own tests..fail our selves only when we reach the peak of success..
Who said it’s o.k to fail??
it’s not..!!it is not o.k to watch theآ falling down and remain numb.
All it takes is one brick in the wall..to make it fall.
When i know exactly why allah created me..i should work for that non stop..
enough of all the ..only human crap!!
yes ..humans..yes..we do mistakes..yes welet go at sometimes..
But we will pay..we will be judged and we will pay..
how come we worry so much for what humans think of us?? we serve to please all the time..always humans..either ourselves or others..
What about allah the almighty who watches every thing we do..wo counts our deeds?!
How come we don’t make the smae effort if not more to obey him..
when will i ever reach my goal..if every few steps i take a long break or sometimes loose a few steps..
yes..i contradict..i am an intersection between two different worlds..