A Single Star..

Let me tell you this..

We Must open the curtains!!

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Last night started as the same old nag of restlessness and feeling blue..although i’m exhausted all the time as i put all my energy into work..and that drains me mentally and physically..i still couldn’t be able to shake those blues away completely..but because allah is always great and kind..you can get a soul lift by the simpliest things..

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I could see whyآ  wasآ  i insomniac..it wasآ  a hard not so nice day..work wise among other things..and after a bat on the shoulder from a dear one..Suddenly..Power went off!!

And i was on bed whispering a few words when that happened..

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No..i didn’t go fetch a candel..i just reached out and opened my curtains..and voila..

A great great silver moon light beamed and softened my room..with a full view of the sky glittering with one single star!!

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Just ONE..so so bright and i swear it was like switching off those blues in me..as if i unpluged that gloomy feeling..Suddenly i felt so much beauty around..a sweet kind breeze wrapped me up..and as relaxing and soothing it was..i couldn’t just leave all that beauty and serenity and fall asleep..i felt a constant smile on my face..Actually as if i’m hearing tunes that weren’t actually there..

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After hours i guess..i would fall asleep thenآ open my eyes to enjoy the view then sleep some more..and i had a dreamآ in every nap i took..i saw a faceless person that made me very happy as i knew in my heart that he wasآ THEONE..then i saw a face who i didn’t knowآ …then a small unpleasant dream…

yes..it wasn’t a deep sleep..but it wasآ full of deep meanings..as all my worries and hopes manefisted during those short naps..

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Still..i can’t forget the sparkling star..the single star that kept shining down on me..nor the silver beams.. nor the silent tunes..

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How uselessآ  my curtains were..how it shaded all the beauty i have around eachآ  and everyday and i don’t enjoy..how covering they are that they hide simple joys or even silly nags that maybe we need to see clearely to set our records straight..

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No more curtains for me..no more :)آ 

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6 thoughts on “A Single Star..

  1. u know, i always loved ur room ya rika.. its very cozy but yes u’ve never opened ur curtains as far as i remember!!
    am happy u did finally..
    saba7 elkheer ba2a!!

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  2. ظ…ط´ ط¹ط§ط±ظپ ط¨طھط¬ظٹط¨ظ‰ ط§ظ„ط§ط­ظ„ط§ظ… ط§ظ„ط¬ظ…ظٹظ„ظ‡ ط¯ظ‰ ظ…ظ†ظٹظ†
    ط±ط¨ظ†ط§ ظٹظƒط±ظ…ظƒ ط¨ظٹظ‡ط§ ط²ظٹط§ط¯ظ‡

    ط§ظ†ط§ ط­طھظ‰ ظپط§طھط­ ط±ظˆطھط§ظ†ط§ ط§ط­ظ„ط§ظ… ط¹ظ„ظ‰ ط·ظˆظ„ ظˆ ط¨ط±ط¶ظ‡ ظ…ط´ ط¨ط­ظ„ظ… ط؛ظٹط± ط¨ظ†ط§ط³ ط¨طھط¹ط¶ ظˆ طھظ‚ط±طµ

    ط§ط¯ط¹ظٹظ„ظ‰ ط±ط¨ظ†ط§ ظٹظƒط±ظ…ظ†ظ‰ ط¨ط­ظ„ظ… ظˆط§ط­ط¯
    ظˆ ظ„ظˆ ط§ظ†ظ‰ ط¹ط§ط±ظپ ظ†ظپط³ظ‰

    طµط¨ط§ط­ ط§ظ„ط®ظٹط± ط¯ط§ظٹظ…ط§

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  3. 7elw awii ya RIKA )(
    7agat zai keda beyte7salena, we elmafrood enaha bet switch off blues gewana we bet replace them with amazing stuff,,bas mesh dayman benedi el7agat el soghayara di elforsa,,yemken 3ahsna hya dayman available yemken fe dawamet el7ayah we ta23id elmashakel 3omr mabyegi fe balna eno as little as minutes looking at the sky in amoony night with some deep thinking of memories in the past, beautiful things that may take place int he future anything,how allah is just great all hearere all seer all the time or,just meditative spontaneous way of thinking,with sme music,, iam sure it always takes us to the beauty,and amazing relaxation of the very unexpected ,

    ya raab enoor ye2ta3 3andena shewaya beleel,

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