Before I go to bed..

I just had to let these out before i go to bed..

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* It’sآ a theoryآ Iآ never believed..now i do..

آ آ  When someone is continuously suspecting and doubting you while you are always innocent..then they’re the guilty..they are screwing..they are lying..

Now why get mad?

Don’t…simply cause they are not worth it!

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* Another theory some one proved me wrong and convinced me with facts..

Once a theif..always a theif.

Yes..If they can do it once they can do it again..cold heartedly and with an innocent baby’s look in their eyes..

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*Hey you..you still love her..that’s why your mad

آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ  She still loves you..that’s why she’s mad

آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ  Why can’t you both do yourselves a favour and get together and give us hope that happy endings do exist..?

I would really love to see the day..

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*Hey you..you’re a hooker..yes..males can be one too..and i can see you doing it and following her every move trying to be nice and charming..you aim..you hit..and i know you..

And what more mean than going after your ex’s friend?

i just want to say..i find you disgusting..and someone will get you for this!

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*It’s so sad to know that a very painful phase in your life was planned by someone else’s sick mind to trap you..

Just planed and waited for you in the bushes to fall in..

feeling trapedآ and stupid is fatal..

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*Wanting everything won’t do..gotta focus..that job or that deal..

that girl or this dame..that personality or that character..

Who the hell are you and what exactly do you want??

Is it all..do you want everything?

Well..do you know Om LaLO?!!!!!!!!!

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*Hey me..Why the hell would i care?!

آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ آ  I don’t know..Iآ just do..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOGY :)

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Today i’m celebrating..

I’m also remembring the past year since i started blogging..

It has been a year since i created THE CALLER and that year was probably the richest most eventful year in my whole life..

Speaking out my mind freely on that blog and sharing peices of me with all my friends around the net has made me more clear and more vibrant than i was ever before..

I evolved and revived around here..i made a fool out of myself and made dreadful mistakes around here and i took critical dicisions and this page is my documented stream of feelings..

I love it here and i cherich every visitor that ever passed by my blog..it’s more than 53000 and counting 🙂

You are all welcomed..

Posted a lot..jamming the blog with my mosaic issues..drama and slang..

I started out as only a CALLER for faith and that was my only goal..and now i need the calling from whoever can take my hand on track again..yet..my personality has ultered into more than categories can handle and i wish someday Allah would clarify for me the wisdom of all the routes i’ve taken..

MOM shared me a couple of posts and that felt so sweet..

My EX shared me the first couple of months when he was around and back then it was the greatest ,closest and sweetest thing he ever done to me..

My kids knew about it and Hassan would always let me test his reading on my blog and Jomana loved the colors 🙂

Oh,God..when i looked last night around the older posts i laughed and teared as i remembered events and feelings and matters that went backstage..i’ve expressed here the most personal feelingsآ and iآ trusted you guys to understand and bear me..and most ofآ you did..while some just read and left quietly..

Others didn’t like my irreligious posts..and they have every right although i’m sure no one..NO ONE is always ideal and flowless..yet..i also know that my strict days were the best days regarding heart and faith feelings..

7ala and rasha were the first to comment onآ  that blog..and if they didn’t back then i would’ve neglected it as i did with previous trials on blogspot..

Then came alongآ AFZAL and NEVERLAND..and i miss them bothآ ..hope they are fine and blessed where ever they are..HAMEDE and ur amazing halwasat and personality.

I’ve been really really blessed and fortunate to gain precious friends that will always mean so much to me..FADI..the Exception of the Exception…ABED my younger,perfect and promising brother..KARIN..where ever you are,may allah bless you..CHET..your calm faith,wit and reason amazes me..QWAIDER..the first to Feature my blog way before his planet was created..

Back then when i started i missed seeing the egyptian flag next to my comments..and fadi would fake one for me :)..then he introduced me to the most special girl i knew MAIS*

Months after..i started having egyptian visitors and now EGYPT is the number one coumtry that visites me..so thanks to Every egyptian click 😛

ENO my best friend used to visit from sweden but her egyptian friends kept coming and added glow to my blog..GADO..always a good laugh with the loveliest slang started the egyptian march..now i can’t count my egyptain friends and that’s a blessing..

The phase i’ll never forget was during the Lebanon war..back then i posted nothing else but after the tragedy i gained two amazing friendships that i know in my heart it’s true..and lasting inshallah..

SARAH..the sweetest rose who can’t be but sweet even if she tried 😛

SUMMER..the LADY of all ladies whoآ became my friend and confident..she’s giving by nature i guess..

I’ve had my share of trouble..i disagreed with few ideas..won’t say people..

And on top i’d like to mention the most controversal post ever that had over 100 something comments..WEDDO..i swear i like you so much..and everything will always be a funny memory to me 😀

Lots of friends are distant but i treasure you all..

Jerusalem,.M,HALA sct,Al Hajeji,A.Helmi.,Saber :P,AABER 😛 :D,BAB ELBAHR

And all my new friend too..egyptians honored me..Thank you..

I added to my blogging experience other blogs..Enadaha..english only with a fresh look and neat template crowned by Danah’s great picture on the header 🙂

7akawe elnadaha…i write some short stories only out of hobby..

And i think that i’ll add everything up again..

THE CALLER has always been comfortable and homey for me..

If i ever offended anyone or disappointed someone..please forgive me..

It has been quiet a ride for me as i really really enjoy writing and sharing who i am..as i am!

آ I wish that was good for u as it was for me 🙂