When it’s time to do the walkin’

Talk.

We talk…and talk…explain ourselves…come up with the most creative excuses…analyze…and talk…talk…shut up cause we get tired…then choke on unspoken words so we talk the talk…all the possible talk…to any possible listener…even to the solid deaf…we talk…

We talk about ourselves…how we like things…how we hate stuff…how unique we are…we take pride in our dark sides…we get ashamed from our ordinaries…those ordinary naturals that sync with what’s basic, true and pure…we curse others…we talk…about the wanted…the desired…that is at most times just what we don’t have…what we can’t own…we talk…cause we look…see…think…and imagine it is better…we talk…we bitch…we rant…we wish…we do whatever we can to get things…to go places…to fill gaps…till other things and places and gaps grab our attention…so, we talk…we talk about the lost/ unattained/ dreamt love…the babies we do/ don’t want…the empty/ want to be empty hearts…the body that aches for/ dreads sexual passion…the empty/ flooded pockets…the cold/ crowded bed…we talk and talk and talk…about the right and wrong WE see…

We talk about the silly boss…or the boss we’d strive to have…we talk about the traffic jam and long drives or the wish to drive…we talk about music…without really listening…we talk about friends…without really being ones…we talk about society, corruption, politics, religion…without really doing a small fraction of our part in them…we talk…talk and talk…judge to find a topic to talk…gossip to fill an uncomfortable needed time with people just to talk…

We talk a lot to prove love, loyalty, honesty, righteousness and morals…although those in fact almost need no talk.

We hardly talk to avoid fear, insecurity, lies and secrets…

We don’t talk about the truth…what’s deep inside…how we need help…how we lack stuff and how we want…really want to be loved…we just give hints…innuendos…riddels…instead of warm talks with open hearts…

talk is good…talk is fine…talk is essential…

but it’s time we walk the walk….we stand up to what matters…filter the bull shit and the weeds inside…stick to the right stuff…the true words…cut the crap and walk…

you want it…act like it…be proud…desire…use your right to choose…or re choose…to mend the broken or buy a new wholes…and walk…be up to it…try…examine the tangibility of what’s been stirring in your mind…what’s been eating your guts…and accept the price…what comes with the risk…and be ready to pay…or realize your talk was bubble and re evaluate…It is OK to fight…OK to loose…OK to call yourself a winner…free yourself…free your heart…soar…live…

Rasha, Live!!

 

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