March has cracked my bones…It has been confusing, exhausting and mind draining…and really tight with the bucks…
But Today is a brilliant day…It ends and takes March with it.
It takes all the waiting…All the confusion…All the back and forth annoying movement between offices, decisions and urges.
March ended and I’m happy that i can mark the end of a 120 days critical phase in my life.
Today, I settled in my work…made up my mind and settled…and I am happy with what Allah gave me…and i will build from there…not build anywhere else.
Today, although i was very worried about my sick mom, Her spirit lifts mine…she is a very courageous lady, don’t know how i forgot that and expected her to stop caring for her health…Inshallah she’ll be fine.
Today, I decided to recall my old forgotten ability to gain friends…for real. i tried to deactivate Facebook (i don’t need virtual communication,,,at least for a while) but i couldn’t as I’ll be deactivating Dad’s page as well…so, i made it a private profile…i don’t wanna read two liners from people…I want to hear from them…I’ll focus on the real people in my life and the real people i would like to earn their new existence.
Today, I will buy a book and read…and I will write as vivid as i did before “news” took over my life…and I will work for causes…and all that with the help and will of Allah.
From now on, I will have fun with my kids…I will listen to old music i love…I will dance and walk down my favorite street.
and I will welcome a new month…a new quarter of the astonishing life changing year of 2011 and i will set new fresh goals…I will enjoy life, love and people…I will fight when i need to and i will relax as often as i can.
I’m glad i have you bloggy…forgive me for looking elsewhere 🙂