I KNOW MOST PEOPLE WOULD DISAGREE WITH ME…BUT…MAYBE THAT’S WHY I’M WRITING IT IN THE FIRST PLACE,.I MISS SOME ACTION;)
As most of you know…i was born into music!!
My dad welcomed me to the world with a song…actually, I’m smiling know that I remember itJJ
I inherited his musical genes along with some other things. I thought music,ate it and drank it…Absorbed every tune that I ever heard…blues…jazz…hip…se3edy…pop.old new…it didn’t matter I could find amazing soul in each and every one.
Being among the musical factory made it attach even more…i went through the whole process from the words till composing them and recording it…yet I was never able to see the trick in the whole thing.
Coming up with the right tunes made me dizzy… it’s beautyآ is always amazing…seeing song writers use words as threads of silk was astonishing. To see all this talent in one place…at studios I’d see instrument players that are so so good and highly respected…
Yet music to me was always like drugs!!..i get all emotions and dreams from it..It’s the interpreter of what I feel and I’m its reaction!!
After my blessings of knowing how religion soothes ones soul and comfort the troubled heart. I started to feel funny about music. I started to feel something is wrong with me…
I had no idea that it’s 7aram or makrooh or anything..i never heard before that religion talked about music..
But one day I was in the car with my dad..and he wanted to know what I thought about a recent romantic song he composed..you can imagine ofcourse what kind of sound system he had in the carâ€¦the melody and lyrics penetrated every single cell in meâ€¦the words were so so sweet and romantic..he did an amazingly loving melody that made my eyes waterâ€¦and it hit me!!!
They are fooling people!!!
Dad isn’t that sensitive with love!! The writer which was a good friend of mine,has nothing to do with these words!! He’s actually in and out of affairs all the time…i’ve seen how he talks about women..joy puppets!!
What is that?? I thoughtâ€¦how can they sell us this illusion..do men really love this way?? Do they hear the breeze sighing when it passes through her hair?!
Do they really love her smile and need no touch!!
I was convinced then that they are selling illusion to peopleâ€¦people hungry for affection and aren’t able to get it in reality so they dream of it with songs..
Men like it cause it moves them and expresses how they are moved..which is great for them because all the girls, who are fools by the way, would believe that men loves them like fadl shaker or think that she is the most beautiful in the universe like saber!!
Music sometimes can be ..el7aga elasfara elly wa7ed momken yeshrabha lewa7da 3ashan yed7ak 3aleeha!! Just like old Arabic movies!! Funny but true..
It is like a consperecy…and song makers are actually making a great living plotting it…
And let me tell you this…the music business doesn’t stop at that! It affects and leads to more serious damage. It’s when the lady singer appears half naked to sell her record. When it is used in night clubs for dancing and drinkingâ€¦most artists do drugs. And I’m not exaggerating. Thank Allah that my dad is into sweets!!
Seeing an artist stoned is common. If you’re interested in music
You’d know that most pop and rock stars get high before any concert…It becomes so normal that we won’t find it rebelling in time…we loose the right scale..
And please reconsider when u listen to sting or seal or even Michael Bolton. No one loves this way..so, save the tears and heart ache..
Even drama songs that scratch wounds..what’s the use of reliving some painful history??
And do you really need heshek beshek to celebrate?? It’s just customs..social traditions..when infact all this music leads to that every one attending the wedding is looking for a mate..just like African tribes do!!
May be some people take songs as entertainment and don’t allow it to make much influence on themâ€¦I guess these are fortunate people..really luckyâ€¦
آ Cause until this day I find it very difficult to shut my ears when Iآ happen to hear it not to mention what is stuck in my head till this day.addictive it is!!.
Actually now I think of it as part of whom I was…but part of what messes me up…
I try to stick to what’s in my memory for some fun…
“Killing me softly with his song!!”
Not all my BACKSTAGE experiences were tragic. Sometimes I laughwhen I remember thingsâ€¦.
ON that same trip a friend of my father suggested to take is to the open zoo outside of …He was a musician and the son of a huge Lebanese singer. He was rather calm and somehow respectable. and that’s why dad agreed to take us with him..us,yeh I had two friends at the time that accompanied me..
We woke up early and we found him waiting in front of the hotel ..We passed by a super market and he and my dad went in and returned with a big bag..Ofcourse we felt the squeaky movement of our stomach. We were hungry and it was a long ride and we didn’t have any breakfast earlier…My dad held me the bag and we went yummy yummy…it was filled with marshmallows and mini muffins…cakes and these staff…
Me and my two friends were sitting in the back and we started to open the stuff, to tell you the truth those mini muffins were superb. really great..
Oh…I didn’t forget to ask dad and his friend if they wanted some.but they said no. no keep it my darling…I said o.k. and we went on and completed the mission…when we went through the gate…we drove for about ten minutes down a narrow road and yet we saw nothing. I kept looking around for any kind of animals and there was nothing, he stopped and I saw something on my left, between those tall trees and I kept moving back and forth trying to see something and suddenly I saw a black thing on my right and I felt the car jumping and something sounded boom!!
It was a bear jumping on the car front. My couragous big daddy was terrified, laughing and astonished at the same time. As for that back seat, it was giggling non stop!
Dad said quickly: Give me the bag. What bag, I said. He said: the muffin bag. That was strange now…Now he felt hungry. I handed him the bag which was almost empty. He took it while looking at the bear. Put his hands in. almost found nothing…
He said. Where’s the bear’s food??
I and my friends looked at each other and I said: The bears ate them!!!
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I just have to admit that I was a silly teen. I made fun of my self too many times…why…I have no idea but I used to crack up at the strangest times. Making my dad super embarrassed!
Again in !! We were walking down the champs. Avenue and we ran into that very famous movie star and her husband the producer. She looked much more decent than in movies and she was very well dressed in a rather conservative suit…
After the introductions and kisses. It turned out that they were going to the same cafأ© we were heading too…we sat down and ordered drinks and everything and they started asking my dad about that accident that shook the field at that time…You know it? No??
o.k… It was about that singer that was attacked in a hotel and left to die!!
My dad knew him too well and they started asking about him. I was sitting really bored…had nothing to do with this dull talk and that dull company…Counting the minutes, wanting to sit alone with my dad…and suddenly the husband said, I heard that he can’t control his urination…does he really wear pampers??
And the juice I was drinking burst out from laughter. I thought that diapers for a man are damn funny!!…the sprinkles jumped over the table where the man sat and that made me laugh even more. I couldn’t even say sorry!!
They looked at me with this disgusted look and I felt the man would reach out and choke me…Ofcourse my dad was embarrassed and kept saying, honey. That is not appropriate!! ..What is wrong with you…?
They said, oh we’re late. See you and left me with the look on my daddy’s sweet face!!
For revenge..Dady knew exactly how to make me pay..He took me to the movie theatre next to the famous “lido” to make me see lethal weapon part three…but that wasn’t it…he slept during the whole movies and wake up neer the end â€¦so he got me to see it again!!!Twice at the same nightâ€¦with a big grin on his face!!
Wanna share silly memeories??I’m all ears..Even willing to laugh;)آ