In my book, I expressed how the manifestation of force shocked me…How the sight of hundreds of guys in black costumes and the sound of their pounding feet on the ground and the grip of their hands on innocent protesters grinded my heart…I expressed all that and more, and it was like losing my “naivety” to the police force on Jan 25, 26 and 28.
Fear broke the platinum curtain that hid dimensions of evil I have never been aware of.
Now, I like all, have a brand new format that included practical politics, a country and respect of our right to a will.
But now, on daily basis, I see other forms of fear…Fear from the sight of endless numbers of guys in ordinary outfits and the sound of their everyday noise and their hidden fists.
Everyday my colleagues, my mom, in emails, on the radio, in mobile text and on the internet, everyone is warning us from the road traps that muggers create (rather innovatively I must say) to rob people and hurt them by the way.
– Don’t drive in an isolated road alone.
– Always keep your window up.
– Never stop if someone asked your help or if you see a woman crying with a child on the side of the road.
– If someone threw eggs on your shield don’t turn on the sweepers, it runs milky and you’ll have to stop to wipe it and muggers will attack then.
– Don’t drive at night alone
My first reaction, is the same reaction I have when at some point of my life someone told me that women cheat on their husbands as much as men do, and when I knew that there was male prostitution in Egypt, and when someone would point at a car full of young dudes and say: oh…they’re shooting drugs!
My first reaction was always: OF COURSE NOT!!
Out of ignorance, I always refused to believe that such ugliness and evil existed to that extent.
I just wanted to believe that very very very few women could cheat…as I wanted to believe that only one half of the human kind are that weak…I needed to feel that families have a good shot at surviving human nastynesses and its results.
I just wanted to believe that manhood: the father figure, the provider, the strong protector, the support, the wisdom and the loving spouse could never sell himself…that when women through out history did that, it was because they had no respectful father/spouse…or self value.
I just wanted to believe that drug users are not that much and do not feel that their problem is that mild to the extent of showing it on the streets and that they wouldn’t drive high and risk killing people.
I know how silly, half logic and how far from reality my thinking was.
But I never thought that after growing up enough to realize fully the amount of potential evil in myself and in other people, that I would still meet those warning with the disbelief I had.
I had to see for myself to believe.
I had to see two trucks hitting intentionally a police microbus carrying no one but a driver, the two trucks that were driving to the left and to the right of the police microbus kept coming closer together till they made the police microbus a sandwich and totally ruined the sides of the car.
The poor driver didn’t even wave an arm.
He kept moving…He met fear of people…He knew he was to be tortured if he would stop.
Ordinary microbuses and taxis break your mirror because you happen to be driving in a lane that they see more appealing.
Beggars on a desert road -that I take everyday to reach the office- frighten people not ask them for help.
They pound on shields and they approach ladies inappropriately.
A colleague was robbed the other day and the egg plot was used on her.
Fear people feel from ordinary looking people could be traumatizing as you can never anticipate when it’s going to hit.
My main concern is this: How can we reach truck and microbus drivers, beggars and such angry segment of Egyptians to spread awareness on the importance of having security in our streets?
How can we…who will do this?
Those Egyptians don’t have facebook (how I feel so alienated from them now), many won’t be able to read flyers and of course they have no time to watch TV.
Don’t we need to work with them…face to face…with a nice attitude and in down to earth tones and language?
Will it be an only guys plan?
I am brainstorming here…suggest…spread…do whatever you can.
But what we must all realize here, whether we are egyptians or not…The real deal is not only about changing titles and names…The real deal is not only about force…The real deal is not about slogans or even meanings we are newely trying to taste/indulge in…
The real deal is about all the aspects…aspects that show in neon lights or in tabloids and aspects that is so deep and so rooted in the very mud of our land that many of us don’t even realize.
The correction plan need to work to reform all aspects as we might be correcting the frame of the country, but without the real people of the country nothing will be worth it.